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The Real Me.

Most people gain weight over summer, I lose it. Over summer, my appetite goes and I hardly eat. Mostly due to the heat. As much as I do want to lose a bit of weight/get more toned, it scares me. Last summer I lost half a stone to a stone. I pretty much starved myself for two weeks; the first week by accident, the second week as a consequence from the first. My body pretty much rejected any food that entered it as it was use to eating so little. I’ve already begun losing weight and my family have noticed it, my mum has even joked about starting a food diary for me. It’s only the beginning of summer, I’m worried how much lighter I will return to school in September.


I‘m done.
I know you don’t miss me but I can’t help missing you.
Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.

I’m stuck between the dilemma of wanting to have a great summer, go out everyday, see friends and wanting to isolate myself in my room, and see nor speak to anybody

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